I was brought back to earth with a bang.
you didnt fall for the face or the body, you fell for my heart, my words, my soul, my being.
you were in love with a face and connected with a person. i dont want it to seem like im ignoring you but i believe you need time to process all this.
when you have more than just insults please let me know. i have a cannula connected to my vein for iv right now, im not supposed to be moving.
(Another pre-arranged sentence to make us fall for it.)
LIAR.
I FELL FOR A LIAR. I DESPISE LIARS. YOU DON’T EXIST AND NEVER WILL.
Oh, and now he plays the poor little one in the hospital.
you didnt fall for the face or the body, you fell for my heart, my words, my being. you were in love with a face and connected to a person.
YOU ARE ALL WRONG. I FELL FOR THE FACE AND CONNECTED WITH A FAKE.
ok.
if only you knew how far from the truth you are, how much i had to let go of just to keep you safe and away from the real hackers.
A FAKE BLACK THAT HIDES BEHIND WHITE STOLEN PICTURES.
ITS A HEART TRANSPLANT YOU NEED CAUSE YOURS IS ROTTEN.
WHO HIRES YOU? TIKTOK? BON JOVI? ELON MUSK? YOU STILL WORK FOR THEM?
wrong question.
far less:
they are just like me, simply gifted folks left to rot (as you’d like me to be) in the system that... and drain the young.
its a game of survival and even what you see like so much is worth even less here. NOT AN EXCUSE.
YOU STILL WORK FOR THEM?
but you are not fighting the devil or the us here, just a man who couldnt see a way out after school, joined a different crew from who he is, met someone and changed himself for her. i dont expect you to understand.
YOU ARE A WOMAN? THIS IS EVEN WORSE. IM NO FUCKING LESBIAN. YOU ARE A DISTURBED PERSON WHO SCREWS WITH PEOPLE'S HEADS AND CHANGES HIMSELF FOR HER.
a woman? are you for real? i saw you. i changed myself for you.
i happened to have told you this in cold blood over and over again and each time i believe you are closer to the truth, you show me you are just misunderstanding my words instead so i hold back.
I DIDN'T WRITE THAT.
do you think this was easy risking the one single hope of survival i have because the love i have felt felt both real and wrong? i started something new with my gifts instead of using it for lying. i felt it was time i stopped being a child with you and face whatever this is. i felt like now, you had to see why ive been so distant. not because you are not enough or because i dont want or need you, but because it started to be wrong.
you confuse yourself more when you talk. take some time to sit in the information you now have about me and decide. the worst you can do is come and arrest me over less than 400 dollars; at least you would have seen me for real then.
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